Why I fear conflict with my parents…..
Why it hurts me when they are upset, angry, etc. with me…..
Why I can’t just let it be their stuff like I can with others……
Why I just can’t let their words blow through me…
Why I can’t seem to let it go….
Because I internalize the things they say. When they say hurtful things to me, I internalize it and my self worth suffers.
Now, how to not do that. I think this could be a good job for some of the system to help me with. I need lots of positive self talk. It may help if I can internally follow up their negativity with positive self talk/affirmations. I need my own internal cheering squad.
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